Abba: Now it is your turn, what do you make of My performance so far?

Me: Abba, let’s not go there, I don’t want to hurt You.

Abba: Go ahead. Hit Me with truth. I love truth and I will not hold it against you.

Me: You don’t want to hear what I think.

Abba: Yes, I do!

Me: You know Abba, I love You so very much

Abba: What does that translate to in your perception of My performance so far?

Me: It beats me that You know it all, yet You ask it of me. You have it all, yet You have time for me. You can do it all, yet You plan and depend on me. Like right now, You already know all I think of You, yet You want to talk with me and You want me to say it to Your face, why are You like this?

Abba: It’s just the way I am, the way I want to be.

Me: And it doesn’t bother You that I might say something You really don’t like to hear?

Abba: That is why I ask. It gives us the chance to reason together and I love to rub minds with you.

(I look into His eyes and I am overwhelmed by His tenderheartedness)

Me: How can One be so Almighty and yet so lowly? How can You be so God and yet my assessment is so important to You? How can You be so great and yet care so much for little things? This is so unworldly I think

(He watches me silently, patiently reading my thoughts, and not interfering or interrupting. I clear my throat and continue)

Without meaning to impress, the goodness of Your greatness blows me away and I so much want to be like You! I love who You are, the way You are, and the things You do. I am thrilled that You can do all things, I am glad You are the One who got to be God and not me or anyone else. I am grateful for all that You have done for me, with and without my knowing or asking. I am comfortable and content with You. Except for one thing.

Abba: Which is?

Me: Why does it take You forever to do some things that are nothing to You, even when they mean so much to me? If You didn’t know how much and quick I needed them, I would understand. If You couldn’t do it, I would sympathize. But You know and You can. In fact, You even went as far as promising that You would do them. I know You don’t lie, can’t lie, so I have no doubt that You will do what Your mouth has declared that You will do. Why it takes You eternity to do what You know You will eventually do anyway, is what beats my imagination and Abba, I need to know why?

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Glory!